Banana Pudding with Salted Caramel Sauce

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This creamy no-bake dessert stars classic banana pudding, layered with freshly sliced bananas, crunchy vanilla wafers and homemade salted caramel sauce, which adds the perfect twist to this southern-inspired sweet.

Layer into a large trifle dish for a stunning centerpiece or portion it into individual parfait glasses for an elegant touch.

Three parfait glasses each filled with a layer of creamy banana pudding topped with salted caramel sauce, Nilla Wafers, sliced bananas and crushed wafers.

This Banana Pudding with Salted Caramel Sauce is my husband’s all-time favorite dessert. It’s his #1 request for his birthday every year. The combination of the creamy banana pudding and the sweet and salty caramel sauce is a match made in heaven. 

I’ve been making this recipe for over a decade and it’s always a hit!

This Banana Pudding Recipe Is:

  • No-bake.
  • Incredibly easy.
  • Sweet and salty.
  • Cool and creamy.
  • Elevated to gourmet status with the addition of a silky salted caramel sauce.
  • Easily customizable with your favorite toppings, such as homemade whipped cream or toasted nuts.
  • Make-ahead friendly.

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Various sizes of glass bowls containing banana pudding and salted caramel ingredients, including heavy cream, sugar, instant vanilla and banana puddings, salt, sweetened condensed milk, butter, cream cheese and whole milk. Two bananas are next to the bowls.

For the salted caramel sauce:

  • Sugar: Unlike butterscotch sauce that is made with brown sugar, traditional caramel sauce is made with white sugar. 
  • Unsalted butter: Bring your butter to room temp and cut it into cubes before adding it to the caramel mixture. This helps with the emulsification process, where the fat in the butter combines with the sugar and cream to create a silky-smooth texture.
  • Heavy cream: Adding cold heavy cream to hot caramel can cause the mixture to bubble vigorously, so I recommend bringing your cream to room temp to help reduce bubbling and ensure smoother incorporation.
  • Sea salt: I originally developed this recipe with large-flake sea salt, however, if you prefer to use kosher salt, I’d recommend starting with ½ teaspoon. Note: Table salt is much finer than large-flake salt, so you’ll need to use much, much less otherwise your caramel sauce will be WAY TOO SALTY.

For the banana pudding:

  • Whole milk: Creates a rich and creamy base for the pudding. You can probably substitute other milks, but I can’t guarantee you’ll have the same results. 
  • Instant pudding: I like to use one box of vanilla and one box of instant banana pudding. Make sure to use instant pudding mix rather than cook-and-serve pudding for this recipe.
  • Cream cheese: This needs to be fully at room temp before using to avoid a lumpy pudding.
  • Sweetened condensed milk: Adds sweetness and creaminess to the pudding, making it lusciously thick and rich.  
  • Cold heavy cream: Whip it until stiff peaks form, then gently fold it into the pudding mixture. This adds lightness and airiness to the dessert. Pro Tip: Chill the mixing bowl and whisk attachment in the refrigerator before whipping the cream to help it whip faster and achieve stiff peaks.
  • Bananas: For the best flavor and sweetness, I recommend using just ripe bananas that are yellow and have minimal brown spots. Overripe bananas are great for moist banana bread, but they’ll be too soft here. 
  • Nilla Wafers: You can use any type of vanilla wafer or shortbread cookie for this recipe, or even graham crackers for a different twist.

See the recipe card for full information on ingredients and quantities.

Banana pudding with salted caramel sauce, fresh sliced bananas and mini vanilla wafers in a parfait glass.

This recipe consists of two parts – the salted caramel sauce and the homemade banana pudding.  

1. Make the Salted Caramel Sauce

Just like when making homemade caramels, it’s important to use a heavy-bottomed saucepan made of a material that conducts heat evenly, like stainless steel or copper. Avoid using a nonstick pan as the high temperature required to make the sauce could ruin it. 

  1. Sprinkle the sugar in an even layer in a medium heavy-bottomed saucepan set over medium-high heat. Using a heatproof rubber spatula, stir the sugar until it begins to melt and darken in color, about 10 minutes. If chunks form, continue stirring until they dissolve. 

Pro Tip: Avoid vigorous stirring, as this can cause sugar crystals to form and result in a grainy texture. Keep a close eye on the sugar as it caramelizes, as it can quickly go from golden to burnt. The color should turn amber, indicating it’s ready.

  1. Stop stirring and let the sugar cook, undisturbed, until it turns amber in color, about 5 minutes.
  2. Remove the melted sugar from the heat and whisk in the butter until combined, then slowly and carefully whisk in the heavy cream. It will bubble vigorously. Stir in the sea salt then transfer the caramel to a glass container to cool while you prepare the pudding.

2. Make the Banana Pudding

  1. In a large bowl, whisk together the milk with the instant vanilla and banana pudding mixes.
  2. In a separate medium bowl, stir together the cream cheese and condensed milk.
  3. In the bowl of a stand mixer fitted with the whisk attachment, whisk the cold heavy cream on high speed until stiff peaks form. You can do this with a hand mixer, too.
  4. Fold the whipped cream into the cream cheese mixture.

Pro Tip: Be gentle! A light touch helps keep the whipped cream nice and airy, giving your pudding that dreamy texture we all love.

  1. Stir the cream cheese mixture into the pudding until well combined. Refrigerate the pudding until ready to serve.
  2. When ready to serve, place a layer of Nilla Wafers on the bottom of your serving dish, and then top the wafers with a layer of the pudding, followed by a layer of sliced bananas and a drizzle of the salted caramel sauce. Repeat the layers as needed.

Kelly’s Recipe Notes

  • When making caramel, it’s really important to use a heavy-bottomed saucepan and to never turn your back on the sugar. It can change from amber to black in a second!
  • This recipe will yield about 1 cup of caramel. Use a portion of it with the pudding and save the rest, stored in an airtight container in the fridge, for vanilla ice cream sundaes … or for eating by the spoonful.
  • The amount of Nilla Wafers you will need depends on how you serve the pudding. You can serve the pudding in a 13-by-9-inch baking dish, or make individual banana puddings in your desired serving dishes, such as mason jars, tall glasses or ramekins.
  • While the pudding can technically be served immediately, it tastes best when chilled for a minimum of 1 hour.

How to Make This Dessert Ahead of Time

You can easily make this dessert ahead of time by preparing the components separately and assembling them just before serving. I repeat: DO NOT assemble the layers until just before serving or you’ll end up with soggy Nilla Wafers and brown bananas.

  1. Salted caramel sauce – this can be made up to two weeks in advance. Store it in an airtight container (I like to use a mason jar with a tight-fitting lid) in your refrigerator. I recommend gently reheating the sauce in a saucepan over low heat or in the microwave until warm and pourable.
  2. Banana pudding – this can be made up to 2 days in advance. Store it in an airtight container and refrigerate.

Common Questions

Why did my caramel separate?

Separation can occur if the sauce goes through a quick temperature change. For example, it could be that the sauce was too warm when it was transferred to the fridge. However, the sauce should re-emulsify when it is warmed.

What keeps bananas from turning brown in banana pudding?

In banana pudding, the bananas are typically coated with a layer of pudding, which helps to prevent them from turning brown. Alternatively, you can toss the bananas in a little lemon juice or pineapple juice. These acidic ingredients slow down the browning process by inhibiting the enzyme responsible for browning in bananas when they are exposed to air.

Can I use Cool Whip instead of whipping cream?

Sure! The flavor will differ from making the whipped cream from scratch, but Cool Whip is a suitable swap to save a few minutes.

Can I substitute the vanilla wafers?

Sure! Shortbread cookies, graham crackers, animal crackers or butter cookies would all be delicious swaps for the Nilla Wafers.

Salted caramel sauce being drizzled atop sliced bananas in a parfait glass with layers of banana pudding and vanilla wafers.

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Banana Pudding with Salted Caramel Sauce

Satisfy your sweet tooth with this recipe for cool and creamy Banana Pudding layered with fresh bananas, silky salted caramel sauce and crunchy Nilla Wafers.
Author: Kelly Senyei
4.75 from 4 votes
Three parfait glasses each filled with a layer of creamy banana pudding topped with salted caramel sauce, Nilla Wafers, sliced bananas and crushed wafers.
Prep Time 30 minutes
Cook Time 15 minutes
Total Time 45 minutes
Servings 12 servings

Ingredients 

For the salted caramel:

  • 1 cup sugar
  • 6 Tablespoons unsalted butter, at room temperature and cubed
  • 1/2 cup heavy cream, at room temperature
  • 2 1/2 teaspoons sea salt

For the banana pudding:

  • 4 cups whole milk
  • 1 (3.4-oz.) box instant vanilla pudding
  • 1 (3.4-oz.) box instant banana pudding
  • 1 (8-oz.) package cream cheese, softened
  • 1 (14-oz.) can sweetened condensed milk
  • 1 cup cold heavy cream
  • 6 large bananas, sliced
  • Nilla Wafers or shortbread cookies (See Kelly’s Notes)

Instructions 

Make the salted caramel:

  • Sprinkle the sugar in an even layer in a medium heavy-bottomed saucepan set over medium-high heat. Using a heatproof rubber spatula, stir the sugar until it begins to melt and darken in color, about 10 minutes. (If chunks form, continue stirring until they dissolve.) Stop stirring and let the sugar cook, undisturbed, until it turns amber in color, about 5 minutes.
  • Remove the melted sugar from the heat and whisk in the butter until combined, then slowly and carefully whisk in the heavy cream. (It will bubble vigorously.) Stir in the sea salt then transfer the caramel to a glass container to cool while you prepare the pudding.

Make the banana pudding:

  • In a large bowl, whisk together the milk with the instant vanilla and banana pudding mixes.
  • In a separate medium bowl, stir together the cream cheese and condensed milk.
  • In the bowl of a stand mixer fitted with the whisk attachment, whisk the cold heavy cream on high speed until stiff peaks form.
  • Fold the whipped cream into the cream cheese mixture.
  • Stir the cream cheese mixture into the pudding until well combined. Refrigerate the pudding until ready to serve.
  • When ready to serve, place a layer of Nilla Wafers on the bottom of your serving dish, and then top the wafers with a layer of the pudding, followed by a layer of sliced bananas and a drizzle of the salted caramel sauce. Repeat the layers as needed. (See Kelly’s Notes.)

Kelly’s Notes

  • The amount of Nilla Wafers you will need depends on how you serve the pudding. You can serve the pudding in a 13-by-9-inch baking dish, or make individual banana puddings in your desired serving dishes, such as mason jars, tall glasses or ramekins.
  • When making caramel, it’s really important to use a heavy-bottomed saucepan and to never turn your back on the sugar. It can change from amber to black in a second!
  • This recipe will yield about 1 cup of caramel. Use a portion of it with the pudding and save the rest, stored in an airtight container in the fridge, for sundaes … or for eating by the spoonful.
  • While the pudding can technically be served immediately, it tastes best when chilled for a minimum of 1 hour.
  • Make-Ahead: You can easily make this dessert ahead of time by preparing the components separately and assembling them just before serving.
    • Salted caramel sauce – this can be made up to two weeks in advance. Store it in an airtight container (I like to use a mason jar with a tight-fitting lid) in your refrigerator. I recommend gently reheating the sauce in a saucepan over low heat or in the microwave until warm and pourable.
    • Banana pudding – this can be made up to 2 days in advance. Store it in an airtight container and refrigerate.
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Nutrition

Calories: 320kcal, Carbohydrates: 35g, Protein: 3g, Fat: 19g, Saturated Fat: 12g, Cholesterol: 64mg, Sodium: 533mg, Potassium: 340mg, Fiber: 1g, Sugar: 28g, Vitamin A: 780IU, Vitamin C: 5.3mg, Calcium: 116mg, Iron: 0.2mg

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  1. Ingrid says:

    Thank you for this recipe.
    How can I substitute banana pudding, as I can’t get it where I live.
    Thank you,
    Ingrid

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Hi Ingrid – Are you able to get instant vanilla pudding?

      1. Ingrid says:

        Yes, I can.

      2. Kelly Senyei says:

        Great! Just substitute that for the instant banana pudding. :)

  2. Renee says:

    5 stars
    Hello pregnancy craving #355! I halved the recipe since I will be eating this entirely by myself. Omitted the sweetened condensed milk for same reason as just stated and to not have half a can left. And just used 1 box of banana pudding mix and left out the box of vanilla. Curious your thought behind 1 box banana and 1 box vanilla? Seems like it would take away from the bananainess although perhaps that’s why some of the other commenters really enjoyed it! Thanks for the recipe ❤️

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Hi Renee! So glad you enjoyed the recipe. I personally prefer that balance of banana AND vanilla but you could absolutely go with the banana flavor for both packets, if you prefer!

  3. Maude says:

    5 stars
    Oh my gosh! This is delicious! Homemade whipped cream instead of cool whip is the best idea ever! I’ve never liked cool whip & banana pudding tastes so much better with the whipped cream! Love it! Thank you!

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      YESSSS! I’m so thrilled you enjoyed the recipe, Maude!

  4. Rhonda Edwards says:

    The banana bread with cream cheese swirl in the middle looks amazing thanks for the recipe.

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      You are so welcome, Rhonda! I hope you enjoy it!

  5. Patti says:

    4 stars
    Made this last night and loved it! Of course anything salted caramel I’m instantly addicted to…

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      So glad you enjoyed the recipe, Patti!

  6. Nicole says:

    That looks so good, especially the sauce! I’m pinning it!

  7. Sarah says:

    my son loves banana cream pie and I begrudgingly make it for him on Thanksgiving but I don’t care for it and sadly most of it gets thrown out, but this actually sounds delish! Will try, thanks!

  8. Ashley R. says:

    Hi Kelly! I had a hard time with the caramel, along with the others above. Perhaps a 6 on my electric stove was too hot? It looks a bit lighter in color than yours, but has a bitter taste. Out of butter so will serve without caramel. No problem! My question is, do you have any tips for cleaning my saucepan? Thanks!!

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Hi Ashley! I’m sorry you had an issue with the caramel. Yes, there’s a chance the electric burner was a bit hot, but in terms of cleaning the pan, you can add very hot water to the sugar and boil it slightly until it melts then carefully discard it. Hope that helps!

  9. 2walkersas1 says:

    Made this tonight…the pudding is delicious and went together a lot quicker than I had imagined. The caramel wasn’t difficult…or so I thought. It looks great, perfect consistency, but has quite a bitter after taste. Any ideas as to why or troubleshooting suggestions? Thanks in advance!

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Hello! There’s a chance the sugar may have cooked a bit long if it’s tasting bitter, as it may be slightly burned (which is causing that aftertaste).

  10. Kelly Senyei says:

    Hi Leslie – I’m sorry you didn’t enjoy the recipes. I’ve made both many times and never experienced that flavor or the burning. Did you use a heavy-bottomed saucepan?

  11. Lisa says:

    Merry Christmas! It was awesome. New favorite!

  12. Lisa says:

    Just finished making this for Christmas dinner. Can’t wait to eat it! Put a little bourbon in the caramel sauce-I’m from Kentucky, couldn’t resist. I’m going to use pepperidge farms bourdeaux cookies instead of vanilla wafers. May just skip dinner. Yum:)

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Love the addition of the bourbon, Lisa! Merry Christmas!

  13. Maria Kollision says:

    Oh, that looks excellent. I love the miniature jars as serving dishes. I think I might try this in champagne glasses, with carefully layered wafers and pudding. :)

  14. Theresa @ Delicacious says:

    I’ve never tried banana pudding but I LOVE salted caramel. Anything with salted caramel has got to be good.

  15. Bouillon de Notes says:

    What a dessert! Awesome, beautiful pics, we cannot miss it with his caramel salted sauce, thank you, some people will be happy, have a nice evening, liên

  16. Dina says:

    kelly, that looks divine!

  17. Happy Valley Chow says:

    Have to admit, this post made me a little bit weak in the knees. Especially when I got to the picture where the butter is melting in the caramel sauce….*drool*

    Happy Blogging!
    Happy Valley Chow

  18. Jackie says:

    I am over 60 years old and have lived in the South all my life. I’ve never eaten banana pudding with instant pudding, condensed milk, and Cool Whip. We use old-fashioned “boiled custard”, bananas, and Nabisco Nilla Wafers, period,. I love banana pudding and my children love it, Oh, I forgot! Once a (much younger) friend generously brought a version of banana pudding to my home after a death in the family. It had the Cool Whip/instant pudding thing in itl We appreciated the gesture, but none of us ate it. It just can’t compare to the version on the Naisco box.

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Thanks for your note, Jackie. I’m all for the old fashioned banana pudding, and this recipe is just a quick-fix alternative paired with homemade salted caramel.

  19. Roxana | Roxana's Home Baking says:

    This is simply calling my name. I wish I had one for breakfast right now. Oh, wait! It has banana in it, it’s totally acceptable to eat for breakfast!
    Thanks for sharing and thank you for the lovely comment left on my guest post (Meyer Lemon Tart) left on Sommer’s (A Spicy Perspective) blog

  20. Laura (Tutti Dolci) says:

    That salted caramel sauce looks absolutely mouthwatering!

  21. marla says:

    Everything about this recipe looks amazing & now I craving sweet pudding for breakfast!

  22. Kelli @ The Corner Kitchen says:

    This has my name all over it! I’m a sucker for anything with bananas, but especially banana pudding. Hope you had a great trip!

  23. Amanda @ Once Upon a Recipe says:

    Oh goodness, this looks SO good. I love banana pudding. And salted caramel always wins me over!

  24. Dale says:

    I made the banana pudding with salted caramel sauce last night for friends who were over for dinner. To say that I now rank as their favorite cook would be an understatement. There’s just something about the extra creamy goodness of banana pudding that brings us back to childhood and the kick of the salted caramel takes us back to today…that’s quite a trip for a bowl of pudding. Thanks, Kelly, for a truly yumbola treat that puts a great twist on an old favorite.

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Awesome! So glad you enjoyed the recipe, Dale!

  25. HUGS & COOKIES XOXO says:

    new fan! love your blog!

  26. Nicole @ Young, Broke and Hungry says:

    MMM salted carmel is my addiction and drizzled on top of banana pudding sounds too good to be true! Enjoy your vacation!

  27. Jane Marcus says:

    I loved salted caramel, but sometimes fail when making it. Do you think it would be possible to substitute a really good salted caramel sauce from the jar?

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Absolutely, Jane! Feel free to swap in the jarred version for a quick alternative. Enjoy!

  28. Rosie @ Blueberry Kitchen says:

    Oh yum, this looks divine! I absolutely love the combinations of banana and salted caramel!

  29. Hannah @ CleanEatingVeggieGirl says:

    The salted caramel sauce sounds amaaaazing! I am thinking that that would be absolutely delicious over ice cream :).

  30. Kathleen Richardson says:

    Eat caramel topping by the spoonful? I think I could manage that!

  31. Ali | Gimme Some Oven says:

    Absolutely beautiful! Hope you’re having a wonderful vacation!

  32. Dina says:

    this sounds delish!

  33. Sarah B. says:

    This looks absolutely amazing! Perfect for Easter. :)

  34. claire @ the realistic nutritionist says:

    Give me a straw, just give me one.

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Haha! I love it, Claire!

  35. Kristi @ Cherry Jasmine says:

    Oh my gosh – YUM. I could have some of this for breakfast right now! I wish I did!!!

  36. Yolanda says:

    WOWser!!! This recipe made me stop in my tracks!!! I love banana’s and caramel, perfect combination. Thanks for sharing :)

  37. Stephanie @ Eat. Drink. Love. says:

    This is my kind of dessert! Caramel and bananas were meant to be!

  38. Katrina @ Warm Vanilla Sugar says:

    This looks so freaking unreal. I want to bathe in that sauce!! And so jealous of your travels! Have fun!!

  39. Robin @ Simply Southern Baking says:

    Forget dinner tonight! I just want this banana pudding please…pretty please!

  40. Cassie | Bake Your Day says:

    These are gorgeous, Kelly! Salted caramel gets me every time!

  41. vanillasugarblog says:

    banana cream pie is a serious weakness of mine.
    and this is course is a very close second.

  42. Colette @ JFF! says:

    Love the cream cheese in the pudding and the salted caramel sauce.

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Thanks, Colette! I love making pudding with cream cheese because I think it adds the perfect tangy element to offset the sweetness. Enjoy!

  43. Stacy | Wicked Good Kitchen says:

    Wow! Girl, I can’t believe you thought of us by sharing a recipe while you are away on vacation! Oooh, so sublime…Homemade Salted Caramel Sauce over Banana Pudding! Swooning! xo

  44. Georgia @ The Comfort of Cooking says:

    What an incredible experience! Hope you’re having the time of your life. This banana pudding is beautiful, rich and just what our Southern summers call for here in Texas… thanks for sharing!

  45. Rachel @ Bakerita says:

    Oh my goodness, this looks incredible! Love that dripping caramel sauce. Amazing!! Pinned :)

  46. Jackie @ The Beeroness says:

    Now I don’t know what I want more, some chicken shwarma or some of that caramel sauce!

  47. marcie@flavorthemoments says:

    Oh my, this looks so delicious! I would really eat this up.

  48. sally @ sallys baking addiction says:

    Kelly! I want to eat this caramel sauce with a spoon, please. Have SO MUCH FUN on vacay! I’m going on vacay this weekend and can’t hardly wait!

  49. Bev @ Bev Cooks says:

    Oh my LORD, Kelly how dew yew dew eet?

  50. sarah k @ the pajama chef says:

    oh yum! the pudding looks great. and i am SO jealous of your trip! have a blast!! hope to hear more about it :)

  51. JulieD says:

    Have so much fun!!! I’m so happy for you but sad for me, I’m on a plane right now headed to your city! :( & :) Sooo when I saw this drop into my inbox, I about died. This looks amazing and I can NEVER say no to anything banana-related. So gorgeous, Kelly!

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      I’m so sad to miss you in NYC, Julie! Have an absolute blast!

  52. shelly (cookies and cups) says:

    I literally gasped when I saw this. So so good!

  53. Heidi @ Bits of Sunshine says:

    wow Kelly! This looks amazing! I love banana anything! And your presentation is amazing! Enjoy your time away!

  54. Abby @The Frosted Vegan says:

    The little portions of these look so perfect! And that caramel, woo girl! Enjoy the new food and culture, it’s always so amazing to be inspired by new tastes :-)

  55. Miss Kim says:

    This looks like the perfect treat after a long day…such a comforting, make-you-feel-good type of dish that can be enjoyed while kicking back.
    Yep, culinary explorations are some of the main highlights of traveling. I look forward to reading your upcoming posts about the trip and all the yummy food you will enjoy. I’m going to want “just a taste” of every dish you post lol (or maybe more).

  56. Averie @ Averie Cooks says:

    Kelly, the recipe is right up my alley. I have been wanting to make butterscotch or banana pudding for awhile and you just made a big case for banana.

    And vacationing in the Gulf of Oman…now that’s not a place you hear about people going to very often! I hope you post more about your trip!

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Thanks so much, Averie!

  57. Liren says:

    Hi Kelly! How fabulous! (The banana puddings AND the visit to Oman). My husband has been begging for banana pudding, so this is just in time. And enjoy Oman. My aunt did the expat thing and was in Oman for several years; she loved it, the food, the country’s beauty. Can’t wait to see how it inspires you.

    1. Kelly Senyei says:

      Thanks, Liren! The country is absolutely breathtaking. I’m soaking up every minute I can!